GO CONFIDENTLY TOWARDS UR DREAMS..LIVE THE LIFE U'VE IMAGINED..: March 2010

ice age

has it been ages or what????
well...thats mostly due to work n studies...
gosh i've lost the touch....
cant make myself study for anything these days...
my head feels empty and full at the same time...
im soooo dead meat for tmrw's exam...
i need more thn luck this time around....

so what happened in this past week...
well...my brother n kak em got engaged...congrats to them...
family get together (dunno how much of those i've missed)...
the event took place in seremban,N9...
everything went smoothly mom said...
Alhamdulillah....
eventho i wanted to be thr like sooooooo darn much...
i know im here (in bandung) for a reason...for my future...
n i've gone this far...
n whats the point on sulcking...
so just suck it up n tahan la...:)
cant wait for the wedding tho...better not be missing tht one..
designing the baju myself...mcm aku pulak bride dia...
hahahaha...

erm besides that....
body is feeling crappier by day...heavier by night....
everyone including me is gaining weight like mad...
whats up with the air in OS for our batch man???
its not even funny...we eat a lot more thn normal..
which means money is going off like water...
n i've been wanting to exercise but been to damn lazy...
cant find the time to do it too....
coz there's always something thts needed to be done..
something more important thn exercise...
maybe its time for a break...
n priorities should be set straight...
cant be like this no more...
sgt unhealthy....
bluewkkkk...i hate this feeling....

tomorrow is my turn to 'JAMAL' again...
i jamal-ed on saturday night...went to clinic (sekeloa) in the morning..
did a shit load of work...which included 2 pedo, 1 ortho and mojor OM...
happy but penat nak pengsan...was running here n there n everywhere...
thn went back home at 4pm...
mandi, mkn n main ngn asyraf...
thn at 5.20pm went to RSHS...jamal time...
we had emergency case...which wasnt tht interesting at all...
but it freaking took ages!!!!
so bottom line no sleep at all....
came back home at around 7am next day....
mandi n tido til 12.30pm...
fuh letih....is this the real feeling of jamal with emer??? hahahaha...
lambat betul aku ni....

neways...after bgn...without even bathing...
i decided to bake...bake my feelings away....
biscuit cornflakes....sedap la pulak...haha..angkat bakul...
i dunno y...but suddenly im fond of baking...
got some pics which i'll upload soon...

anywho....today went to clinic (sekeloa)....
jaga at SDC...again shit load of work....but we managed...
yep.....this is the life of a dental student...
just bare with it...or quit....!!!

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placebo effect...

....medicine of the new era....

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birthday delight...

!!BIRTHDAY POST!!
this month is packed with wonderful birthdays for my beautiful friends...
byk nya org best lahir bulan nie...

this post is dedicated to my 2 bestie

TERM & KIKI

syg korg teramat sgt...they have been with me since forever!!!
n im soo blessed to have ppl around me like these 2...seriously mean it..
neways...happy bday korangs...
may u be blessed with happiness n laughter always...
hope we last as friends til eternity...
nanti ak dah grad kita ramai2 buat trip ke mana2 yer...!!!

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body splurge

ok...im tired...my body aches...my mind is a mess...
soo....as a way to pamper myself....im gna go for a full body splurge....which includes....

hair trim
creambath
body scrub/massage
vit C facial
waxing

can barely wait for it...!!!

maybe if im lucky..i might add some retail therapy for the mind too...depending on the green situation...if u get my drift..huhu

also on a non related note...i need to start back yoga to keep my body fit...its flabbing about which is sooooo not sexay!!!need it tone down certain areas...hopefully i'll have the perseverance to keep at it...

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FINALLY

at last i got contacts!! yes plural, since it was a bargain..buy 1 get 1 offer...n i've been wanting one since forever...but it was hard to find contacts tht suits me...most made me look like hantu...its soo annoying!! but finally i found the perfect pair...it made my eyes bigger n the colours blends well with my eyes...well...i think so anyway...haha...i bought purple and blue...n in love with em...now my sister wants it too...but she wants green n blue...i havent tried the blue one yet so no camwhoring shots...but here's the purple one in action (only one pic..the others no hijab...soooo i cant share it here..haha..)

what d'ya think?

p/s: i was at home wearing a normal baju rumah tshirt..n grabbed a tudung..it just so happen it was purple (yg paling atas)..it is most definitely not an attempt on trying to match contacts with tudung...totally coincidence...huhu

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2 tone shinanigan

loud and clear,
with nothing else to fear,

cold and alone,
scared of the unknown,

hard and rough,
we learn to be tough,

tangled and twisted,
life is complicated,

shout and scream,
its just a silly dream,

hurt and awake,
take a little break,

useless and unwanted,
dont take things for granted,

thankful and blessed,
that ur life isnt a mess,

think and pray,
be strong, come what may...
what happens along the way,
be happy for ur day...

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tssssk...

saw boots to die for tht day...
it was my size!!...37...but i couldnt get my foot in it...GOD!!...
i felt like screaming...
its sooo pweeeeettty....
dont they know how hard it is for me to find nice boots???
been looking for ages...n when i found it...no size...
great...just great...
maybe its Gods way of telling me to stop shoe shopping...
harsh...wayyyyy harsh....

p/s: rini pegi try...mana tau kau terminat....

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young n fabulous!! Especially for u

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
to

my very best friend ever n forever

HEIDI HARRIS

(remember this??)

may Allah bless u always and may u lead a wonderfully happy n fulfilling life....
love u so much..n cant wait til our holz (aku budget next year k..so be ready)......miss u very much...

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who pulls it off better??

a couple of days ago heidi showed a pic of julia stiles with a short bob with side parting frige hair cut...she was planning on chopping her luxurious hair for a bob!! GOD...daring nya..but wud be a total change...good or bad we shall judge when she actually has the guts to perform the act...haha....
this is one of the things i was talking about in my previous post...about a change in appearance to boost urself..this is exactly IT!!!
so enough jibber jabber...
i wanted to show some of the pics i found online of the hair dos thats 'in'...
well in my eyes they look nice...neways...
who d'ya think pulls off the haircuts better???
n also opinions on the who hair style...

i think katie holds the trophy for this one without a doubt

sorry kimmy...u loose this round by a mile...the foxy lady has taken over the show...

hard one to pick...but somehow i feel jessica alba rocks this do...but the unknown chic in the left has a very futuristic, punkish edgy look...me likey!! sorry Mrs. Becks...