giler bosan aku ni...i think i've really turned into a couch potato...
all i wanna do is stay at home...i rarely wanna go out...so many no's...
nak gi kareok?? NO...nak gi KL?? NO...nak kuar breakfast?? NO...nak tgk wayang?? NO...nak mampos??? haaaa...nasib tak tanyer camtu kan?? hahaha
tah ape pasal la aku ni...mood cam tah pape...stock brg facial sme dah abis n nak abis...tp x pg2 lg beli..mac brushes aku dah 2 hari tertangguh x amek2...urgh...ape nih....tension betul...
bukak facebook...mcm nak muntah dah...bosan gedegek... kerja ak skrg duk umah cr makan...thn dah makan...tgk tv or tido...giler productive....nasib baik mak paksa jahit curtain...kalau x mmg hampeh la...huish...must change...mulai hari ini....1, 2 , 3 bergerak!!!

This is my latest infatuation ….

Im totally crazy for this style which is impossible to get in malaysia & indonesia…

REALLY!!! I’ve searched high n low with no avail….

Or maybe I’ve been searching in the wrong places….

But then again…I’ve never really seen anyone wearing this type of design…

And even when I googled it…I didn’t find a lot of choices….

I know ur wondering ‘how the heck is this women with hijab gna pull off this look!’…

Well frankly speaking…it’s a matter of taste….i plan to wear something inside of course…

Like a striking bodyfit top underneath and the cut out piece outside…I think it’ll work…

But I’ve to try it 1^st to see the outcome…

I was even thinking bout ordering it online from US…but thn again….i wouldn’t know how it’d look…

Sooooooo I didn’t….

Anyways….here r some of the pics I managed to grab online….

im sure theres more where tht came from…

But it’ll have to do due to my malasness state….pffft…

pulau tiga

pulau layang-layang

shangrila rasa sayang resort n spa

nice view on an island

a hotel in langkawi (andaman i think)

new zealand i think

Look at that….isnt Gods’ creation amazing??? MashaAllah….

Now that im finally done with my studies in Indonesia…

And I can make a living on my own….SOON….

Im gna plan a family vacay….

I think its long overdue….5 years without a decent holiday is a bit ridiculous right??

Don’t get me wrong…We have travelled in the 5 years I’ve been in indonesia…for example…we went to jogjakarta, pangandaran, jakarta, bogor and so on….

But this time around I wanna go in a carefree state of mind…and I wanna splurge a bit on hotels or resorts….

A break from all the noise and pollution the city so willingly provides us with….

Im looking for a place with a calm and tranquil environment, striking and stunning scenery filled

A place I can sink in its beauty…and think about Gods mighty creation….

Right now I havent really decided on the ambience im looking for…

• - Rainforests?
• - Beach?
• - Mountain?
• - Desert?
• - Lake?

Any help???

to all the muslims out there...

no internet...no time....no mood....
all contributes to this lifeless blog...
i swear i'll resuscitate it ASAP...
but for now...all i can say is...be patience...bare with it..
hahaha....

been bz with graduation....work applications....visiting family members....
traveling non stop...i wonder how my dad does it....
traveling to foreign countries every week....
at 1st it sounded fun...traveling the world...*my passion*
used to be that is...now i think its a burden...getting on n off flights....
long bumpy car rides....
maybe im just tired....n i probably need some time to re-orientate my life...
everything feels rushed....what used to be fun feels like BLAH....

so....b4 i go back to Malaysia for good...i plan on a
:major shopping spree,
:endless SPA treatment which includes mani,pedi, creambath, and full body massage n scrub,
:family therapy

i hope it'll give me that booster that i sooo truly need and deserve...
after all i've been working my ass off to grad on time!!!!
Alhamdulillah it all paid off....thanks to family n friends n most importantly ALLAH....

i really dont know whats gna happen in the future...
but im gonna try to be happy no matter what...
life is a gift.....and happiness is something we have to fight for...
its not gna be handed down on us on a silver platter...
our feelings are wht we make of it...:)
spoken like a true philosopher......NOT!!!!
but seriously....happiness is what we make of it...be happy with what we have...

n still dont have a clue what to write...hmmmm

in a blink of an eye its been half a year since i made my resolutions...
so time for a check up..on what i've achieved and those tht i've overlooked..
here is the list i made on the 1st of January 2010....

- be a better muslim
definitely needs working on...so far i think not much has changed with me now thn 6 months ago...spiritually i mean...n in this department there's always room for improvement...so this one goes on the still need to do list..

- grad on time with good results
hmmm....let time be the judge of that...but i've been working my ass off...n praying hard..just hope that it pays off...

- be a better wife, mother, daughter, citizen n so on
a working progress....i guess u can never stop trying on this one..just like the 1st one on the list...

- follow the saying "if u dont have anything nice to say, thn dont say anything at all"
alamak...totally forgot bout this one...man..what can i say..im such a blabber mouth...need to stop exercising my mouth asap...or one day its just gna fall right off...

- dont do things at the last minute
guilty....not much explaining needed...

- be organized
kinda...a bit i think...so ada la peningkatan...or maybe its just tht i have less things to do so dont need much organizing???

- shop less, save more..wear the stuff u bought n never wore!!
.ok...i've shopped less...sangat2 less...n i doooo save more....but i still dont wear the stuff i bought n never wore....sob sob sob...

- gain at least 2kg
dahhhhh...terlebih2 dah ni...hahahhaa...

- exercise occasionally n no...shopping doesn't count
baru start 3 days ago...so kira...checked!!!


now..let me make a still need to do list


- be a better muslim

- grad on time with good results

- be a better wife, mother, daughter, citizen n so on

- follow the saying "if u dont have anything nice to say, thn dont say anything at all"

- dont do things at the last minute

- be more organized

- wear the stuff u bought n never wore!!

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owh God..its been AGES....
bz gedegak....ngn reports, seminars, presentations and patients....
how i wish it wud end...
this body can only take soo much...
mummy...fly me to bermuda....(since i've no cash to fly my flat ass thr myself...what a pathetic lil person i am....shitty feeling mode: ON...owh its definitely ON)

i've been wanting to do a fashion piece for ages...i even have the draft...but havent had the time to think it thru...n didnt wanna post something rushed n crappy...so i guess u'll just have to wait for it whn i find the time...im guessing somewhr next month...tu pon i shud be swamped with packing and all...arrgh..malas nak pk...saying im STRESS wud be an understatement...

neways...a lot to look forward to actually in the near future...so lets keep our self bz bz bz so tht time will pass by cepat cepat cepat...huahahaha

ok...adios amigos...for another....errrr......tunggu je la for next one k...hehe...muaxxxxx

woke up with an incredible feeling...happy n thankful...
i have no idea what i was dreaming last nite...must have been something awesome...(but thn again i took antihistamines...n was groggy...i remember not sleeping very well tho..hmmm..)
n after everything tht went wrong yesterday i was baffled that i'd be feeling this way...
Alhamdulillah...thank u God for giving me this joyous and uplifting feeling...I LOVE U...
n i appreciate all the blessings that u shine upon me...even though it doesnt seem like it at times...