has it been ages or what????
well...thats mostly due to work n studies...
gosh i've lost the touch....
cant make myself study for anything these days...
my head feels empty and full at the same time...
im soooo dead meat for tmrw's exam...
i need more thn luck this time around....

so what happened in this past week...
well...my brother n kak em got engaged...congrats to them...
family get together (dunno how much of those i've missed)...
the event took place in seremban,N9...
everything went smoothly mom said...
Alhamdulillah....
eventho i wanted to be thr like sooooooo darn much...
i know im here (in bandung) for a reason...for my future...
n i've gone this far...
n whats the point on sulcking...
so just suck it up n tahan la...:)
cant wait for the wedding tho...better not be missing tht one..
designing the baju myself...mcm aku pulak bride dia...
hahahaha...

erm besides that....
body is feeling crappier by day...heavier by night....
everyone including me is gaining weight like mad...
whats up with the air in OS for our batch man???
its not even funny...we eat a lot more thn normal..
which means money is going off like water...
n i've been wanting to exercise but been to damn lazy...
cant find the time to do it too....
coz there's always something thts needed to be done..
something more important thn exercise...
maybe its time for a break...
n priorities should be set straight...
cant be like this no more...
sgt unhealthy....
bluewkkkk...i hate this feeling....

tomorrow is my turn to 'JAMAL' again...
i jamal-ed on saturday night...went to clinic (sekeloa) in the morning..
did a shit load of work...which included 2 pedo, 1 ortho and mojor OM...
happy but penat nak pengsan...was running here n there n everywhere...
thn went back home at 4pm...
mandi, mkn n main ngn asyraf...
thn at 5.20pm went to RSHS...jamal time...
we had emergency case...which wasnt tht interesting at all...
but it freaking took ages!!!!
so bottom line no sleep at all....
came back home at around 7am next day....
mandi n tido til 12.30pm...
fuh letih....is this the real feeling of jamal with emer??? hahahaha...
lambat betul aku ni....

neways...after bgn...without even bathing...
i decided to bake...bake my feelings away....
biscuit cornflakes....sedap la pulak...haha..angkat bakul...
i dunno y...but suddenly im fond of baking...
got some pics which i'll upload soon...

anywho....today went to clinic (sekeloa)....
jaga at SDC...again shit load of work....but we managed...
yep.....this is the life of a dental student...
just bare with it...or quit....!!!