woke up with an incredible feeling...happy n thankful... i have no idea what i was dreaming last nite...must have been something awesome...(but thn again i took antihistamines...n was groggy...i remember not sleeping very well tho..hmmm..) n after everything tht went wrong yesterday i was baffled that i'd be feeling this way... Alhamdulillah...thank u God for giving me this joyous and uplifting feeling...I LOVE U... n i appreciate all the blessings that u shine upon me...even though it doesnt seem like it at times...
talk about a shopping bug.... its like a virus that has attacked half of the girls in my class.... bag, clutch, purse, 88 palette make up, night cream, body butter, foot cream, eye gel, shampoo n what nots... what is happening to us?? we r all in serious need of intense counseling sessions... cant resist the temptation...the face n body stuff smells n feels yummy, the bags r so pweety, the make up palette is to die for n the other stuff r just basic necessity ok...come on..give us some credit..(trying to ease my guilty conscious) but hey...look at this....can u resist??? the smell is yummy n delicious.... cant wait to get it so my face can indulge!!
i've been goin crazy with RINGS...so into em'!! recently bought the butterfly ring i mention in my previous post..which i love, but havent had the time to wear yet.. im still not over the statement rings tho... since i seldom wear necklaces...i think rings wud be a good substitute for me... i've been looking for;
CONNECTOR RING:basically means 2-3 rings connected to each other...
im sooo into these babies nowadays...but i cant find any sold in Malaysia nor in Indonesia..thinking of ordering from a F21 preorder from US....a new batch preorder just opened in LYN..might join...but im thinkin..who's gna bank in the money..my sis is no longer available since she's in cucms...sigh...might have to hold it in til im back in malaysia..
2. HUGE RING: rings thats huge?? DUH!!
preferably ones that doesnt look like mak datin's one...with the rhinestones n all...i want a simple but funky/rocker/unique....ssh nyer nak cari woi...
What a wonderful day…after clinics me, bel n losh went to Anata’s for a fabulous creambath…as always I used the strawberry mint cream with strawberry shampoo…smelt heavenly…just like my strawberry milk body butter which i slapped on after shower when i came back home…I have no idea y im so into strawberries nowadays…it just smells n taste delicious!!! Who can resist……
after creambath…while my hair was still dripping wet..the lady who was supposed to chop off my bang came…1st she put the canvas thingy around me…so that the chopped hair won’t leave a mess…then she parted my hair (side parting the way I usually have it)…thn, without even askin me the length, she chopped of my fringe…it took her less thn 10 secs to chop off 3 inches of my hair…WTH?? The fastest hair cut I’ve ever had…u shud’ve seen my face..amazing man…luckily it wasn’t tht short…(pendek jugak la…but leh handle)…I must say…my face looks better with bangs…side swipe ones tho…the cut costs me 10k...cheapskate betul...hahaha
After our hair did…me, losh n bel went to IP…bought a cute butterfly ring thr...been looking for a chunky ring since forever…its so hard to find one that’s my taste…finally bought it…which looks like my toe ring that I wear all the time…y??? Every other person will ask….
1)Because I can
2)Its cute n pweety
3)Its super comfy
4)Do I actually need a reason??
Then we went into giovani (a shoe shop)…then bel bought this really nice glad flats…price not so bad…looks amazing tho…im thinking of getting one too…waiting for the green light from hubby on that one…huhu….i also like a beige version of bel’s heels…but they didn’t have my size..miraculously!! another shoe we all liked was a turquoise wedges…with strappy straps…if I could wear shorts thn I’d sooo get the shoe…bel wanted one but they did have her size for tht colour…seriously im surrounded with ppl with giant feet..they r like a size 9…giler arrrr…here I am with this size 5.5 feet…geeez….but lucky me...i can always find shoes in my size…KEEP HATING PPL…muahahaha
Besides that….Walloped a large mixed kebab…sedap gilos…yum yum…
So all in all…a successful outing with the girls….bukan nyer selalu…but once in a while we manage to fit ourselves in our schedule…that is how pathetic life is now…we have to find time even for ourself…sigh…
dont u sometimes feel like u wanna escape into a dark hole... lay there..be left alone...not noticed...not disturbed... a place so quiet that it can swallow ur time whole.. n the smallest creek will sound like an atomic bomb explosion... well..that is how i feel..
im not in a good place right now... feeling bad...insecure...useless...unwanted...
my heart is sinking...and only i can make myself float... or at least try by swimming up to the surface... im in need of time to search for my lost soul... but thats just it..there's never enough time.. not for me...for u...nor anyone else for that matter..
now im just in a bad state... not knowing my limits... not understanding my needs... not giving myself credit for the great things i have achieved... a feeling i hate...so much that it consumes my thoughts...and sucks the life outta me..
there's not much to explain...its just a phase that i have to go through..that, i know... being whimsical and bubbly all the time can be draining.. sometimes we just need a place to vent... someone who listens... someone who understands... someone who cares...
i bought a shampoo...which is supposed to be to prevent hair loss...but it smells iffy....i've been using baby shampoo...which i loveeeee the smell....now i'm gna transfer to this??? mcm x percaya...hope it helps tho...my hair is starting to fall again...sigh...probably stressed out lately...
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