ok...i admit....i can be such a pain in the arse at times....complaining about every minute details as if it'd effect my life...frankly..i just dont give a rats ass...but saje je nak blow off some steam...haha... everyone does it..so y be ashamed??huhu..

the past month has been such a bore...tak keluar mana2...maybe due to a few reasons...hujan... penat... no money to spare... and NO TIME...i know its impossible to have no time..but serious man..january went by so quickly im not even kidding...i got a lot done this moth tho..so thank God...Im in need of some chill time... but doesnt look promising...since... tmrw will be my 1st day in Oral surgery...they call it the KILLER department...when we ask for tips from seniors..they'll say...selamat menikMATI...goodness...i dunno wht to expect...i cant make myself study but im crapping myself shitless....cuak gle..they r brutal...they can just call u stupid point blank and ask u to drop out...im so weak whn it comes to criticism...i dunno if i can handle it thr...thats not even the beginning of it...dont get me started on the 24jam jaga...n next day kene attend lecture...as if i need any additional help upgrading my gucci's (eyeBAGS)...

Ever heard anyone saying that life is like a wheel..it has its ups n downs....
well...dont believe em'...utter crap i tell yah!!
whoever said that is just trying to blame their gloomy days on karma..
believe me...even i've done it myself...*evil laugh*
coz frankly..it doesn't make any sense...
a wheel is round....n u have to be stuck to a certain point on the wheel to be on top or at the bottom..
so what im trying to say is...unless ur a bug that's been squished by the wheel...
its freaking impossible to have an ups/downs on a wheel...
rite??


so..the point of this post is....erm...basically the same as all the sayings...
hahaha
..GO FIGURE..

we deliver what we can in life..
only to find ourselves lost..
we strive, strive, strive and strive..
not knowing what it'll cost...
but one question i ask to u..
is it all worth it??
r u sure the things u do they view??
n is your path light lit??

perseverance is the key to success they say..
i'd like to disagree, if i may ..
for all our purpose is to serve..
the God almighty up above..
and in what direction we are pushed..
im sure theres goodness introduced..
for all we can do is see..
what the goodness can be..

at 1st i tot this trend was a big no no...