ok...i admit....i can be such a pain in the arse at times....complaining about every minute details as if it'd effect my life...frankly..i just dont give a rats ass...but saje je nak blow off some steam...haha... everyone does it..so y be ashamed??huhu..

the past month has been such a bore...tak keluar mana2...maybe due to a few reasons...hujan... penat... no money to spare... and NO TIME...i know its impossible to have no time..but serious man..january went by so quickly im not even kidding...i got a lot done this moth tho..so thank God...Im in need of some chill time... but doesnt look promising...since... tmrw will be my 1st day in Oral surgery...they call it the KILLER department...when we ask for tips from seniors..they'll say...selamat menikMATI...goodness...i dunno wht to expect...i cant make myself study but im crapping myself shitless....cuak gle..they r brutal...they can just call u stupid point blank and ask u to drop out...im so weak whn it comes to criticism...i dunno if i can handle it thr...thats not even the beginning of it...dont get me started on the 24jam jaga...n next day kene attend lecture...as if i need any additional help upgrading my gucci's (eyeBAGS)...